stop.stop.

[♥شهدεїз الحب ♥]

stop.

i need you to put down the pencil and listen to me for a second. i need you to pause your breath and tune to my frequency. because i’m throwing my heart on the airwaves and i need you to be alive to hear it. i need you to follow my words even when they’re stumbling, tripping, falling on their face.

this is just going to take a second. i promise.

i think you should know that when i woke up today i was tangled in morning breath and your whispers. i think you should know that i’m dreaming with swollen lips and bleeding cheeks because i keep biting down to stop myself from saying what’s on my mind. i think you should know my mouth is betraying me and when i brush it off, what i mean is, please, for the love of everything, know that i am terrified.

and, i think you should know, despite the fact that i am trembling with needs, i don’t want it. i don’t want to count down the seconds and drag out my day. i don’t want to have to constantly dislodge my heart from the back of my throat when you don’t even know that you jammed it there. i don’t want to write instructions on how to breathe on my walls because suddenly i’m constantly needing a reminder.

i don’t want this.

because it blindsided me, it plucked me off my track and threw me into another orbit. i was happy with where i was going and suddenly i’m holding my head between my hands with my tongue getting stuck in the why’s. i’m beating my dashboard because i didn’t ask for this. i’m incoherent and confused and blindfolded and lost in the middle of the city.

you should know i could pick better. if i wanted to trip like this, i’d find someone safe. i’d find someone with arms around my waist who would make sure i didn’t slam my jaw on the concrete. not this. i wouldn’t choose to fall without a net. i wouldn’t choose to choke up my heart and spit it out at your feet. but i didn’t choose, my tires slipped on the black ice and i’m careening out of control. i don’t have a choice, i’m pretending to clutch the wheel but no one knows better than me that i’m going to crash into the center divider.

i guess what i’m saying is: i need you.
i guess what you need to know is: it makes me mad as hell

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[بسـ الطفـε(｡◕‿◕｡)зـوله ــمة]

first of all

I would like to welcome u to the forum sister

and I hope that u enjoy ur stay here with us

I like the poem /letter


the words are simple , yet strong in meaning

it touched my heart

keep it up

[Iron Man]

what you wrote is simply wonderful

I enjoyed every word you wrote down

wishing that you would be a member in our forums

regards

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woooooooow

what this

you were talking about every heart
..... simply
great >>>>>and wonderful

your poem

i liked very much

i'm thankfull

thank you very very much